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mi'a fost cerut de multe ori un lucru. sa imi fac o auto'biografie. Sa incepem prin a explica ceva. Eu functionez un pic altfel din cate imi dau seama si din cate va dati si voi seama, si prin asta nu stiu daca vreau sa zic 'voi cititorii' sau 'voi oamenii in genere', 'voi oamenii care nu a'ti citit' sau voi oamenii care va ganditi sa cititi', 'ceva' sau 'in genere', sau, ma rog, 'a'ti inteles'. Treaba e ca de cand am ajuns sa ma exprim cum gandesc, adica de la varsta de la care am ajuns matur, mi s'a cerut sa tac, caci vorbesc prostii. Pentru mine evident nu sunt prostii. Voi scrie acest text in eng (without doubling leters or writing 'i' in caps... sory but in this text i don't find it relevant) din cauza ca lumea e inca setata pe limba engleza ca limba universala, astfel vreau sa ating un public cat mai larg, tinand cont ca acest text nu il voi traduce. Daca vreti il puteti traduce voi ; eu il voi pune pe blog, dar probabil ca asta nu se va intampla. Non vuoi dire che tuto persone che lize vo capire questo testo, questa lingua, ma vuoi credere che cozi vayo a fare plu tanto capire. Le histoire est vrai et non comentable. Mbo, s'e puo comentare, ma non ha nesun senso ; recte Sono considerato schizzofrenico paranoico solo per dire de le coze che s'e vayo dire su la totalita del texto. So : let's begin.

Autobiography at, so be it, half life

Beyond

Beyond does not mater we say. It's beyond. But beyond's beyonds is what is, be and has. That is why in part of this so caled half life, surely I will mis some storie that i lived and/or remember. So...

Beginings. The first Babylon

My first memory in this life, like i remember it is something that my eyes mostly do not sy, but the ears are very fair in their fait in having. The brain has it all very good understood. You will catch my drift.

So, it was black. Most of what i saw was black. The eyes didn't hurt not seeing. It was kinda a state of slyp. I remember music. The so called 'true clasic'. It was what we now call betoven, straus, or others, to be more precise.
The question would be why do i cal names... wel, fact is i don't want to cal names, but the thing is i somehow started in this kind of true clasic and arived mixing it... somehow with my head... somehow with my arms, somehow with twitches of my feet... the thing is i was so blank in he head, i did not truly know only that what i was feeling...

these times where like forever for me... i pased them and wanted to go back, but i could not... the drum and base which i had in my head already proved to be something that had evolved my brain... i arived at something more... there was some kind of conciousnes that was teling me this also... this is how i believe in god... i have sometimes a litle birdie in my head that tels me stuf and i canot say it is wrong, because if i listen to it, my body feels to move more naturaly...

I canot say i am a pupet on a string because after i listen to this voice something strange hapens. I fall asleep and then i wake up with my head blank. I hear this voice, but somehow i feel it in front of me. Then i arive at chosing what i do next. This voice basicly does'nt let me arive at no'end, and it lets me get a do'over if i want...

but of course... i was so fond of the body i found that after i heard the music once, i heard the music again. But i chose. Blind, i danced on drum and base and just afterwards i arived to clasic. Due to fatigue. I chose some names for the singers... not all... i am not mad. I am not al powerful or anything...
from this i learned only i had some kind of angel that helps me.

This i call now first babylon, because i did not had any language. Somehow i knew some english and some romanian, but more was about movement than words... i felt like speaking romanian. English seemed since then a language that tires me... u wil get some more about this language subject, and some stories will be harder to believe since i tell you in the end of this begining. This earth is mine as much as it is of the most powerful people on this planet. I hope it is as much to every conciousnes that roams these lands...

First touch of life. Hip'hop

this is where i remember somehow that me, my soul, chose it's name : Anthus. Sounded like : in tot ; which in romanian means : in everything ; but it was danced a bit... the begining of french and italian as i like to call them now... sound much for one soul, but remember : god is one soul that gave u all souls... yes he is mostly considered at least a duality, but this is for other texts to solve.

How i knew how to speak i still don't know... i practices somehow with my mouth words, and i placed them like in a library, somehow, so that they will sound good for the ears... that is the only explanation i have...

i began to have some sort of life... this drug which we don't realy understand... this strange drug... I loved it... i tried to do whatever i saw fit and capable of doing... it was like dreaming as i see it now... this state will take a while...

don't think i invented new languages... fact is : i tried to talk, but i didn't have enough language at my disposition... so i began singing hip'hop in my head... at that point i could not choose what is to be heard. Everything i had in my head was heard by what flew beside me in that Eden, how i chose now to cal it.

Friends and family. Me.

God told me then that persons with which i interact will be even friends and family, depending on how much i interact with them... first tho, i had to choose my body.

Interactions are vast. In that period i began to use fod, drinks, drugs, vehicles i considered will exist (i did not believe in cars at first, tho others seemed to do).

How i used thing considering i was living in pitch black ? They formed in my head as an image, like a computer assisted design tool and then i used them because they turned to life when i aproved god in giving me the object to interact with it...
still strange ? Wait until it gets stranger.
This was only interacting with things that did nothing to me, but the story gets weirder. Just bare with me.

In time i chose a body for me, because i was not picky... I just wanted at first to be like a reptile man, but god did not let me. It was like an universal eror when i tried... somehow the thing was i knew english beter because i was a reptile man before, and i directly engage in life, and i did not want that.

I am strange, i know...

i wanted to have a somewhat masive body, and a fairly tal stature, eyes big, but this last one was imposible again by a universal eror...
after i chose my skin color, my eye color and such and such i saw my father's face for the first time. (of course he does not remember this, and avoids to call me directly insane, but he does not want me to speak of such things much like the mugle family of harry potter in the story...)

i only saw his face... the rest not... my mom not... i think tho i have some friends that look like i could've look, but did not want to... they have even some names that i could've choose... but this is going to far somehow... i still have a rather unique name... i searched it on internet for years, and in the early 2000's i found that some spiecies of small birds is naled like me in latin... my grandma always told me i have the name of a flower, but only my cousin is tellin me now (2017) that he found the flower on the internet, and also this year (2017) i found that there are in the greek legends two characters with this name (also stipulated by my father in his blabbering of how i got my name... as in he was teling me he found the name in a book : greek or latin... he does not realy remember... he says he was drunk...)

First woman. First tries.

I arived in wanting a woman after i saw one. I knew i have my genitals at that point and somehow i wanted to use them... but the thing is that i tried to catch one, but as i caught one with my words... pitch black and another woman... strange... this phenomena was and somehow still is at no end... i hate my life for it, but i believe god has something prepared for me, since many religions say that these are the end of times, and scientists want new life and stuff... It is od...

the thing is that women tented to tell me that if i had any of them, i would not have friends, and when i wanted to show them i had friends, guess what... pitch black again... or friend, but no woman...

this is, swear to god, the best of what i can remember hapened to me... and it goes long on...

at one point i got very angry. I was racing somehow through images of what i can tell, and fact is i had a woman, but every time i looked at her she was diferent, but hapy, or each time hapier... that got me so angry i began kiling, healing people (although i am not jesus) and at the woman's desperation, i even revived somebody, tho i stil think it was fake, since in that movement of images i just saw a man laying down, which she told me that was dead, and i raised my hands and sayed : get up or your life is ending forever now ! Swear to god i will get this all to pitch black now if you do not get up again, so he got up...

after this there is a somehow long blur, since i got another period of sleep or something, but some other stuff hapened too, tho i do not realy remember properly.

Testing life. Consumables.

The thing is that the first time we had tested the food and such we described what it felt like.

Over this came the fact that we tried to live forever. All days. Forever ment we never wanted to live just a bit. We wanted to grasp as much as posible.

So we arived at trying food. This was od. Try food and never die. But your stomac would blow up... so we started filing the days as long as posible to get to eat as low as posible. Death came.

Cigaretes were ok, used a lot of them, but life span did not seem to be long. Weed was considered a cigarete with an amazing taste but with some efects we do not understand. We caled it a drug.

So god laughed at me and began giving all sorts of drugs to demonstrate that drugs are plenty. But beware ! Never fal in the pasion of them. I used the drugs and begun to dream. I forgot about living forever. I arived at hearing ladies singing to me what i sang in the day. Drugs where interesting. Cocaine made you fel powerful. Heroin was forbiden for me and by me since i had took it and saw pitch black and colors from the rainbow. LSD was just something i believed would exist. Meth was something like coke. Many more were tested sometimes in time of one day. But i never felt something interesting of them and i overdosed myself with cocaine once since i had a rainbow in front of my eyes and noise... so as i could say : i lost my power of doing pitch black and slowly forgot about stuf.

I tried to say water does not kill. God made it clear in some days that even from water you die, tho you might say you starve to death. So i tried bread with water. Forever. I 'died' again...

Food forever seemed again an option. I tried it. I arived being impared moving. This made it clear for the moment. I got fat. This was bad for girls, no ? So i finished another day with a curse on me. I would always be fat. Nothing is normal about it. I got to be somehow a problem for myself.
Days began to be counted again in my slep. Sometimes i realized i was aslep, but sometimes i was not so shure that i did not die. That was life for me. I never experienced from my point of view real life. For me that was it ; and a dream that sometime i will be pinochio for my giusepe.
Thing is that life began to be biger and biger in my slep, so i arived to forget again and again, and sometimes i have this problem even nowadays, but thing is i always say that this would be the mechanism for the new life we are expecting. The end of the world is just a fake id for some people to gain from others desperation...

Family 2.

thing is that by eating a lot i made my mother fat. She wanted to take the curse of being fat upo her, so she ate for me from some point. After so many deaths as i saw at the time the arival of night as i caled the dream state, she began to prolongue my days by eating for me. This may again sound strange. Since the gods of oplympus were already invented, and of egypt, she took names from both. I did not know exactly how she look, just that she was beautiful.

My aunt was trying to kep english because she found a lot of new words in it. It was strange, and i did not like her much since i wanted to have me new latin languages practiced. Still in these days i practice them. It can be at least considered strange since people say that this is only a fantasy. My fantasy never the les.

Music industry.

I arived at practicing a lot of music and i became more and more focused on hip'hop/rap, but i liked a lot al types of music. I found myself a long time in this state and i made the english people very hapy since i found myself singing in english to make people understand my life in the language they spoke in.

This became a thing like an industry, tho it was not known if this had to become practical in real life. So we made up the story of the bible, since i wanted to be caled even adam for a while, since i did not remained glued to my name. I did not acept i was to lose so much time to become alive.

We started to make stories and sometimes even live them. We were planing even movies and such to make money in the real world, since i was starting to feel people live on earth without me, and they wren't accepting me as a living human being. I felt bulied and discriminated. I stil fel that sometimes, but people say i need pils to destroy my depresion. I am stil asking for real drugs, not experimental medicine with same aspirin taste, such nothing... but this will folow in time ; the explanation.

A lot of time was pasing by.

Curses.

Since i was very good at making stories and music and such, people began to ask me a lot of stuf about their life, and were caling me god, as if i was that since i had a bos, but whatever...
I arived at prescribing pils to people as nothing. I invented names for them with no reason, just to be left alone.

My grandmother and family of her age (from my father's side since my mom was incognito and with poor stories of her family) started to become 'adicted' as i might say with these drug medicine and started to want to cure themself with them... so some of them work... for real ilneses.

This pased fast.

Family 3

i was saying about my grandma. She was a woman that wanted to just keep me alive. But i had more or les nothing to do, and i wanted to test weed, but i did not got it since i caled it a drug...

it is very strange that day even now... but at the end of the day she had a face that i could recognize...

Bible.

I got to be adam at some point but life arived to make eve some kind of evil doer since she ate some drug fruit or something, but i arived at wanting to destroy the world and god was on my side.

We destroyed the tower of babel, where people tried to arive at me, and i did not want that, we made moses to live far from egypt since the pyramids should've ben a secret, and we floded the earth since men started living alone, without me and that made me gelous. God helped me, as i dayed, but the thing is that he always wanted for me to make it back... this was and is a puzle for me, since i do not realy understand the meaning of life, more than it is to kep me entertained, and by me i say something that is my brain, because me as a whole am very hard entertained....

History.

Of course i am to say that hitler tried to make al people for me to like, and since the example of blonds with blue eyes was something people realy tried to do, we just aranged him to die as he was a manipulator and tried to get power for himself in time.

We tried many things.

Of course vatican is the bigest cristian church and apeares in other religious books too, since i wanted them to have power... i always wanted to be a priest. But this came, of course, after we kiled jesus, since his life was not worth living, i did not want to try it again, although i lived something similar but forgot for a while... somehow this universal eror kyps me on track when i try to do stupid things.

It stoped me even to be a soldier/warior since i could not realy see enough to fight with people and did not feel enough rage to actualy want to kil... (kiling person by person is anyway a stupidity. stil)
I arived being Zamolxe for the dacians at one point, since the romanian people where the chosen ones in my story. They never took slaves since i did never figure out how exatly does that complication work... and since they were very natural and pure, and people tried to force me to speak english (even now they want me to speak english, tho you will understand they are just playing around, if you will). As this character i tried living in the forest, in the middle of a war, but failed since it all faded to black when i began singing in romanian some prety avanguardic songs...

this does not folow real history events, but hey ! We always say history from school books lie to us...

Weed

i arived to find out that weed cures stuf in that astral life, since whenever i engaged in trying to have human activities, like cut my nails or try to realy slep in somewhat of a bed and senced it's fragrance.

It was since some time cancer was invented, since cancer is somewhat of a much human ilnes. It reproduces cels very fast, as people where multilplying in front of me...

we decided weed would save us from stuf that could kil us, if we consume it recreationaly and with pleasure...

this was strange and i realy wanted a female...

my dad interviened and somehow i chose a woman from the female faces that where floding my mind. I chose a woman most of you know : the gal in the tv series with the name of this chapter. It was strange living with her since she did not want to engage in copulus and did not want to talk damn forward with me. I got stuck with her in an age where i saw pitch black again, but with a twist. I 'saw' in the pitch black the energetic lines of a house. Moresome, i saw her, this lady, my aleged wife, wherever she went. She always had weed on her for me, at least a period after we engaged in copulus and she had a child (she had him in an instant ; he called me daddy, his name truly was short from sylasyay (i will let you imagine since i don't share names in this text) and i took care of him while he grew up... she went all the time in the city and sold weed... how is an interesting fact. She engaged with men in copulus and texted me on a phone (eventualy... because at first she just talked with me in my head, so i imagined a phone in my hand and i requested we use it) if god would grant us with wyd... i always sayed yes...

Planets

it pased a long time and i got myself away from my divine bond, so i placed myself steady and imagined planets in front of me and started to say how they are built and how life could live on them. I did not want to eat and did not want to drink, but my father came from the galows and gave me both. Days pased and i was stil there. It was a strange experience and i reckon people find far away planets and say diferent ideas of how they are from just this : my 'jumanji' game of then...

Rap. Rock. History

after these things i tried to change a bit the hip'hop, but people engaged me in all sorts of activities for movie industry, like trying to live in rambo to save his life since he asumadly wanted me a real life pinochio. So i helped them, but i brought cocaine in help for some things... maybe this is why artists consume it like it is weed... strange...

but this was short, cause i got in diferent activities. I imagined talking to my grandma, playing ches, and being somewhat of a astral object... this last activity got me layed for a couple of times with women that lived on some planet(/'s)... i got into discusion with some aleged kings that where named like in the tv series with the race for a throne, and they told me i should be a king. I laughed for a day, and i got to be an rinocerus that died without engaging in copulus for his race and faded to black once more.

Historicly i was playing music in my head and arived to be some great singers and artists but just to get a grasp of a timeline so i could be born, because that was for the time being in my head : to get born... i hated already that faded into black world.

Discovery.

In time i discovered a grey world at the end of my thougts that scared me at first. But in time i decided i want to be exactly in that spot if i wanted to live. I tried a lot to get into that place and i got again into diferent ideas of life that came from others so that i could get into that place. Nothing worked. I met some of my cousins in my mind and did another number of things not worth mentioning (like siting in a piramid being ra, and other stupid litle things), except one or two : theoretizing on computers (which got me in strange 'into worm hole experiences') and being into real worm'holes which got me to accept that cars existed (aka i was in cars or simply cars roaming places and imagining buildings... this last one hapening other times too, but i left the idea out of the text for story value reason)

The grey world.

At a point i arived in pitch black and silence so i went alone to slep, which in my mind was still meaning i would die, but i got in time (i 'guess') in front of colors. They where in front of my face and it was hurting (much like the colored lines on a broken tv they were)... And ariving in the grey world...

Arival

Ariving in the end of this 'half'' i find more halfs in my head. Nevertheles. Who understands, understands< Peace  

#godsofegypt4 #blackholes #final

Veni vremea sa se inteleaga calasca lui Rah pentru ca se descoperi ca Pamantul are o problema. Geb, zeul ce personifica pamantul a aflat asta dupa ce un mare fizician al vremurilor, Sish, se ruga la acesta pentru ca a simtit si a descoperit ca stratul de ozon prezinta gauri si din cauza acestora recoltele nu produc destule grane, in special. Dar inca un lucru l'a ajutat pe Sish sa descopere ca este o problema cu cerurile: O boala pe care o avea Ziana, femeia pe care acesta o iubea. Aceasta avea o boala de piele care reactiona la soare, iar Sish trebuia sa o ajute pentru ca aceasta sa se marite cu el.
Geb apela la Horus sa il duca pe platforma lui Ra ca sa studieze aceasta caleasca, daca nu cumva are si ea ceva protectie la soare, desi din ce se stia pana atunci, aceasta nu avea nici o protectie, oamenii fiind arsi daca stateau acolo. Nu avea. Totusi Geb nu intelegea de ce avea Pamantul probleme cu soarele, caci in mod normal nu avea de ce sa aiba probleme. Aparent era ceva ce mesterea Seth, dar nu stiau inca ce.
Aflara intr'un final ce: Seth reusi sa o convinga pe Nut, zeita cerului, sa incerce sa isi faca un copil zeu, caci Nut era apropiata de Neith, mama zeului soare Ra. Aceasta accepta si ea sa isi dea ajutorul, fiind interesata de a face ceva interesant pentru ea, si pentru a'l face pe Ra sa faca ceva pentru a duce o viata normala, nu doar de calau pentru Apophis.
Aparu si alta problema: micutii din familia lui Apophis ce traiau pe Pamant incepura si ei sa reapra, si Rah nu facea fata atat de usor la atacurile asupra zilei si noptii.
Acum si Horus era foarte ocupat. Trebuia sa duca pe, si de pe caleasca 'puterea' de a distruge mancatorii realitatii. Sish veni cu o idee: avura nevoie de Tefnut, zeita umezelii, si de Shu, zeul aerului si al vantului. Dupa 'calculele' lui Sish, care il uimira chiar si pe Toth, daca creeau un ecosistem pe caleasca lui Rah, o indepartau pe Neith de Seth si Nut si isi salveaza nevasta.
Incepura sa faca miscari si planul lui Seth a picat. Amun si Neith au hotarat sa lase prostiile si sa il elibereze pe Apophis. Astfel au ramas si creaturi pe pamant si in ceruri si acum zeii si oamenii erau la aceeasi inaltime.
Lumea deveni foarte libera si oamenii ce ajutasera zeii ramasera in istorie. Acum si oamenii puteau ajunge pe caleasca lui Rah, si Rah putu sa isi traiasca o viata de faraon pana ce putea sa urmeze noul copil al zeilor, protectorul plantei cana'a ce ajunse prima data pe caleasca in expansiune, Djal Rathmu.
Dupa el aveau sa urmeze faraoni si din liniile oamenilor, si astfel oamenii si zeii au ajuns sa se combine intre ei si sa se inmulteasca pe toate taramurile.

Vorba vine... 'monezi si internet'

Treaba cu monedele ma frapeaza. Acum a aparut pe internet moneda asta (ma rog, acum...): bitcoin. unica moneda digitala de altfel. Culmea e ca are o valoare inumana. Am auzit la stiri (23.10.2017) ca 300.000 bitcoin face 16.000.000.000 lire sterline. E o nebunie. Nu are sens total. adica daca vreau sa cumpar o paine imi trebuie doua virgule la bani ca sa o pot achizitiona. Doar e electronica. Daca as avea card ar putea fi foarte bine utilizata la asa ceva.
Acum sa trecem la vorba. Oricum nu are sens zic eu sa avem monede electronice punct. Banii sunt facuti sa circule si circula si virtual si real si in vis si in zi si in noapte si in trecut si in viitor. Deci nu vad sensul prostiei asteia inafara faptului ca ar fi practica in solutionarea globalizarii. Este o treaba complicata si nu o sa intram acum in solutionarea problemei asteia, dar sincer vorbind o sa incerc o explicatie scurta: daca valoarea banului e egala pe tot globul cu fluctuatii de pret ce apar in jocuri cu vapoare de comert pe net, atunci e simplu ca trebuie sa ajungem sa avem bani si monede si carduri cu conturi si sa ne mandrim ca am solutionat saracia nefondata pe glob. Am zis. Explicatie scurta incercata. Sper ca v'a placut. La revedere.

Scientilia (mayaky qataris creed unanis) |5_-_13|21|34.

Scientilia

Mayaky 0

era un inceput. poate era un sfarsit. poate erau amandoua. poate nu era niciunul.

Unul.

Era, dar...

dar ce. dar de ce. dar cum. dar unde.

Linii.

Fulgere...

curbe.

epilog.

dusmanie. iubire. ura.

navod. prohod. Sihastru.

Incastru.

unu.

rugaciune.

poezie.

proza.

pamflet.

Nuvela.

Defect.

unu.

Roman.

Deci intr'o parte.

unu.

Latin.

Deci scris cu carte.

unu. arab. Unu.

Deci chiar pe cifre.

Unu.

deci atat era.

unu.

punct.

unu.

zero.

infinit.

mda.

Unu.

Mayaky 1

interventia este alta.

erau trei. la propriu trei.

solutia este simpla.

nu erau patru... nu..?..

chestii ciudate.

unul era mare. unul era mic. unul era intre.

deci. Marele. Micul. Universul.

treaba. buna. rea.

sihastra.

mare. mica. si prin tot.

da.

tot.

nimic.

pustiu. plin. gol.

jumate. un sfert. o optime.

cinsprezece. nu. deviat.

Marele stia tot ce nu era mare.

Micul stia tot ce era mic.

Universul tinea tot ce nu era.

Sau nimic.

intre.

pune. pus.

nu.

de ce.

pai.

Marele era mare. acoperea totul.

defapt era totul.

dar mare. nu mic.

era ceva foarte subtire parca.

ba nu. Gros.

Era pe dos.

era o bila parca.

ba nu.

Doua.

Venea trei.

era constient de mic.

era plin de un.

Micul era mic. acoperea nimic.

sau acoperea ceva.

nu acoperea nimic.

nu spama.

sau spama.

dar uite ce.

nimic nu era micul dar mic era nimicul.

mic.

micul era mic.

vedea tot ce era pana la mare.

si Marele.

Pe o parte

deci Universul.

el era intre.

Sa zicem.
intre mic si mare.

Si peste.

Vedea tot.
Era in tot.

intre Micul si nimicul Marele totul.

intelegi.

ce intelegi.

sau intelegi ce nu intelegi.

ceva ce era totul era vazut de univers.

era destula culoare.

era destul curcubeu.

era destul. ceva ce era destul. deci nimic.

Aha.

tot.

stai.

nimicul era mare sau mic nu are inteles.

nu are logica.

Asa se mai zice doar.
ca are.

Deci sunt cinci.

logic e ilogic. ilogic e logic.

ceva e ceva.

prin mijloc.

dar prin nimic. ceva era altceva.

dar. deraiat.

da. sens. erau trei.

dar erau trei oare.?.

mai erau trei... sau mai. unu. erau.

nu au decat explicatie.

Nume...

nu au decat identitate.

nu au nimic.

au.

mult.

Ceva.

nimic.

tot.

univ. un i. uni. Unis.

da. alb. negru.

gri. Decat.

sau atat.

sau tot.

sau nu.

curcubee erau.

Urmeaza.

Mayaki 2

Mai mai, deci erau. 

Acum sunt. 

e o geometrie.

e o trilogie.

dar de ce badie.

uite zic. 

acum numai sunt unu, 

numai sunt doi, 

suntem chiar trei,

ne aflam si pe hol.

Ah.

deci unu e holl.

asta era domul.

Domnul.

el tinea fraiele.

el tinea trenele.

si ajungem altundeva.

ajungem sa judecam.

ca mai erau.

unu era tous.

el paria tot timpul.

pe orice.

unii ii mai ziceau bandit.

erau spani din popor,

dar mai era un salahor.

el statea pe covor.

de fapt il chema pedo.

nu de alta.

era mic.

Nume, vin se rup si pleaca.
Vin revin si stau ca filtru.

Mai uiti ce e, dar stii esenta.

In timp traieste coalitia.

Mayaki 3

Da,

e ciudat,

peste tot vorbim despre cati erau cumva.

Deci erau trei,

dar de fapt unul,

de fapt erau doi,

nu de fapt erau trei,

erau avatare.

nu erau fiinte.

erau energie.

erau sori deja.

erau in ascensiune.

erau din ce in ce mai grele.

erau din ce in ce mai dezvoltate.

acum nu va mai zic cate erau.

erau in pauza.

poate se invatau sa fie mai eficiente.

poate nu realizau ce se intampla,

poate asteptau sa traiasca.

poate traiau, dar trebuiau sa accepte.

nu se stie.

se stie doar ca erau.

deci erau.

acum trebuiau sa fie.

Cati si cum si pe unde erau e prea divers.
Deci e un convers si uite ca tine.
Dar definitile se prafuiesc.

Trece.

Mayaki 4

Da, deci se expune problema diversitatii.

Erau stele. Devenisera evoluate. Aveau puteri si aveau proprietati si greutati, deci conta totul. Lumea nu se schimbasera prea mult.

Fiecare traia in coltul sau nedefinit si vizionau posibila stare care era numita de ei viata. Traiau din sunete si imagini si fractiuni. Aha. Deci totusi erau fractali.

Inca nu am plecat nicaieri.

Era Moke. El era un pitic. Le mai zicem Duorfi, nu stim de ce. Era si de mai multe culori astfel fiind considerat in multimea de oglinzi care traia in neantul ce e. Aici. Aha.

Era si Adas. El era zvelt. Le mai zicem Elfi, nu stim de ce. Era de noapte si de sange, vroia sa zica si de zi si chiar de munte, dar poate mai erau. Viata e in fiecare masura si cusura diferita. Nimic nu e la fel cu altceva, pana ce ceva e inlocuit de ceva binenteles ca daca era de altceva era poate Altceva... Da.

Era si Ikas. El era sub lupa. Le mai zicem gnumi sau hobiti. Ei erau si rai si buni, dar parca altceva numai conta. Taiau nimicul, era prea simplu sa crezi ca il puteau taia, dar era frant. Ah. Fractali. Ceva.

Mai era Worm. El era quantum. Le mai zicem quasimozi sau cocosati.

El era cumva. Nimeni nu stia.

Era mic si mare si suna tare. Dar totul in jur ii tacea. Sau nu ii tacea, dar era in calitate proprie o miscare continua si scataietoare.

Si Moha. El era din trei rase. Alb. Negru. Si mulatru. Asa vom spune. Nu era nici o problema sa fie si mulatru. Deci de aia asa era.

Nu era deja nimic cunoscut despre familii. Totul era inca in copiere. In nastere.

Deja era vechi. Deja nu conta. Deja ramanea totul pe alta zi.

Parca erau casatoriti. Poate inseamna asta ceva.

Ramance tot asa. Da. Ceva. Nimic. Aha.

Mayaki 5

Si erau inca prea mult de fapt.

Au coborat. Au trecut la culori. Higu era rosu. Arsi era oranj. Malu era galben. Kalu era verde. Dima era albastru. Obis era indigo. Frod era violet.

Dar.

A aparut Seth. Era gri.

Deci erau acum opt.

Am trecut de trei.

Sau era unu?

Cine mai stie?

Doar stam pe preerie

Si vorbe dintr'o mie.

Alegem ca sa fie.

Erau totusi?

Si erau mai multi.

Totusi nu ii putem numara.

Erau.

Uimitor.

Opt.

Si unul normal ca era rau si unul normal ca era bun.

Au trecut pe unde.

Nimic nu ii oprea.

Erau pe munti calai.

La capete sosea.

Si stateau cu toti drepti.

Mandrii ca o cucuvea.

Dar deja e tarziu.

A trecut de zece.

La sapte in picioare.

Ca opt ore de haos.

Te'arunca pe campie.

Sa iei dintr'o mie.

Unu.
Bun.
Unu

rau

Doi nebuni in trei piscine

cu cinci paznici in opt cazarme.

Oai.

Treisprezece oameni liberi.

Bum.

Qataris 6

ca sa deviem un pic.
Suntem la inceput ?

Suntem pe o parte veche ?
Suntem un quantic eronat final?

Ceva ne intriga.

Atunci stelele pareau sa nu faca destul.

Incepeau sa se construiasca planete care reprezentau femei.

Astfel au aparut straturi sau ceva.

Asa va putem explica.

Era o Antonia pe o planeta plina de fier si rugina pe suprafata.

Astfel a aparut constiinta comuna.

Parea satelit.
Nici soare nici planeta.

Se lua din experiente trecute.

Aparu steaua Shuti care avea grija de planeta pana cand ajunse sa traiasca pe planeta cu ea.

In capul lor sau nu se stie cum, dar faceau lucruri incredibile.

Shuti vroia sa ii explice Antoniei sa faca curat pe cladiri si pe ce trebuie ca sa lucreze cu animale.

Putine cate erau.
Pareau din vise hilare.
Pareau aduse de vant.
trecura si facura.

Se pusesera pe lucru si ajunsera impreuna.

Se si termina povestea.

Mai erau si babe, mosi sau monstrii care se prefaceau intelectuali sau nu se dadeau pe brazda.

In fine.

Ea ajunse sa fie numita cenusareasa pentru ca isi pierduse un pantof facut din cenusa in cristal sa ii fie de folos la un bal.

Doar asa Shuti a reusit sa conduca fata pe o directie.

Dar lucrurile se schimba rapid aici, asa ca lucrurile stau neobisnuit.

Qataris 7

Aparura alte planete dar parca nu erau inca galaxii.

Era doar una.

Inca.

Asta se intelegea ca o incarcatura mare pe sistem solar, caci astfel se numeau Sol si Tera.

O sa va explicam mai tarziu cine erau ei.

Poate nu trebuia sa dam spoilar.

Sorii inca aveau grija de planete.

Aparu in continuare pe prima.

Acum ceva electricitate pe care oamenii o numeau mana si oamenii o foloseau ca si magie, desi erau tot timpul pe calea uitarii ei.

Era ceva ce nu se putea explica atat de usor.

Venea vremea lui Bozo.

El cauta sunetul din ceea ce era imprejur si astfel deveni ceva ce nu se putea explica din nou si gasi in nimic, din linistea din care se misca, o faptura minunata:

cantareata din neant.

Aceasta il ajuta sa se treaca la 3 galaxii prin trilurile sufletelor lor si astfel se dezvoltara familii. Inca lumea era in schimbare. Sa vedem cat va mai fi. Cantareata se numea Ina, iar cuprul care era pe planeta ajunsese sa faca sisteme ce transmiteau prin totul ce o inconjura informatii prin cuprul ce se aranja pe planeta.

Tineau mana.

Aceste lucruri pentru un timp pareau sa nu duca nici unde dar lucrurile inca nu explodau, nici nu implodau, ca o nimica toata.

Qataris 8

Tera trecea spre bronz. Incet, familile aveau nevoie de diversitate, iar galaxiile de spatiu, sau ma rog, inchidere, nimic in care sa se intinda.

erau destule incat sa distruga ceea ce era in normalitate. Deveneau trei.

Eric vroia ca bronzul acela sa fie facut de o printesa de gheata intr'o adevarata enciclopedie, sa vina ca si plata pentru Unu.

dar nu trecem mai departe caci ni se opreste intelegerea.

La Sol si Tera eram. Ema ajunse acolo.

Pe Tera.

Ea era printesa de gheata.

Ea transforma totul in statui.

Cu Eric facea asta.

Prin cinci galaxii urma sa se intample tot, dar inca nu se putea ajunge acolo. Urma o ruptura din nou.

Noi putem prevedea.

Qataris 9

Din cantece in enciclopedii se cauta dansatoare printre palate.

Astfel cele cinci familii si galaxii cautau pe Franz si Gina, cei ce puteau transforma argintul de pe Tera, sa il aduca pe Tera, in toata frumusetea lui.

Simplu, ruginiu in negrul sau, viu sau rosu.

care tot apar printre noi.

se cerea o trecere spre opt.

Se cerea multiversul.

Dar stiam ca il avem dupa sfarsit.

Se deznodau dimensiuni.

Inca totul se afla intre stele, dar multe erau lampadare.

2 dimensiuni o asteptau acum pe a 3'a.

Qataris 10

In aur trebuia facut totul.

Bani. Lingouri. Pelicule. Mancare.

Astfel se cauta vrajitoarea dintre printese.

Gringo o gasi pe Atena.

In trei dimensiuni aparea totul.

Deja Sol vedea totul normal.

Spre treisprezece familii mergeau toti.

Douazeci si unu de cicluri trebuiau atinse.

Alea erau foarte greu de calculat. Le lasam asa.

Se cauta maturitatea.

Nimic nu are nimic fara totul, de aceea unii inca se uitau in oglinda, dar se trezeau in haita.

Era clar.

Vrajitoarea dintre printese vraji aer, apa, pamant, foc, deja totul se plafona.

Obiceiul nu se termina.

Lucrurile stau, vin si urmeaza.

Mai asteptam.

Qataris 11

Era vremea bijuteriilor.

O sa vina ceva mare.

O incheiere la ceva probabil, un demaraj la altele.

Lu si Venus erau in treisprezece familii cei mai buni.

Aici avem nevoie de o poveste.

Lu si Venus mergeau prin padure si lasau dupa ei urme peste tot, pana ii prinse o vrajitoare si ii ataca.

Revine si trecutul, trece si prezentul, vedem si viitorul.

Sol nu traia cum trebuie.

Tera isi cauta un sfarsit.

Mergeau spre 21 de cicluri.

Era timpul.

Cinci dimesiuni faceau minuni in mintile ce asteptau.

Se dorea picatura din cerul gurii ce sta si hraneste stomacul prin tornada de pe limba.

Deja stia toata lumea.

Se astepta frumoasa din padurea adormita, cercetatorul din paladiu.

a 8'a dimensiune.

rascolirea din tipare.

Nimicul.

totul.

Mai departe.

Qataris 12

A opta dimensiune.

O galaxie.

Cum ?

Al douazeci si unulea ciclu.

Ciclul maturitatii.

Aurora dormea.

Sol vroia. Tera a rezistat.

Acesta era sfarsitul.

Asa venea crezul. Creedul.

Asa venea.

Frumoasa din padurea adormita a tresarit.

Asteptam al optelea punct.

Incheiem.

Vom incheia.

Am incheiat.

Cine ?

Unii s'au gasit.

Punct.
Mai departe ei s'au dat

punct.

Vine timpul sa iesim.

Punct.

Noi atata am vazut.

Numai zicem.

Gata.

Creed 13

Dimensiuni creierul nu duce exact.

Presupunem.

Se stie.

Sol era principalul acum.

Dar totul se intampla pe Tera.

Lucrurile erau ciudate.

Ghemul ajunse la dezpletit.

Treburile cereau.

Diamantele stralucesc variat.

In baluri cataretele danseaza vraji in drumurile trezirii.

Era asasin.

Asta era crezul.

Noi asteptam cu bratele deschise.

Petrecerea cauta tata, mama, si familie.

Halena.

Toustan.

De acolo.

Prea repede.

Vine.

A venit.

De exemplu.

Vom vedea.

Cert era ca Lafayette si Elle.

Cert era ca Ala si Kazal.

Cert era ca era alta rezonanta.

Cert era ca ducea departe.

Cert e ca numai intelegi.

Dar era si Brangelina.

Sol deveni suspicios.

Doi sau unul?

Trei?

Vin sau pleaca?

Dar Brangelina facu miscarea.

Lua toti banii din Cei Patru si ii folosea in scop propriu.

Acum de ce asasin...

putem clar intelege.

Se trece de ramuri si clar.

De la unii Brange.

De la unii Lina.

Se facura si doi si patru.

Se facura si opt si cinci.

Ajunsera si treisprezece si o suta patruzeci si patru.

Descoperira doisprezece.

Dar descoperira multe.

Nimic numai insemna nimic.

Totul insemna totul.

Iar de ce si iara cum.

De cinci ori si se duce roata.

Peste sapte mari si sapte tari se intampla ceva.

Dupa trei ore si cinci minute si opt secunde de nimic urmeaza altele la fel de interesante.

Noi derapam derivat in lume.
Ea trece.
Ne spune.
Sa avem zile bune pan' sfarsim pe latura.
Ca atunci dormim prea bine si nimeni nu trezeste.
Caci tot ce avem innoieste.
Noi vedem tot ca un peste.

Deci am sfarsit ca e bine.

Intelegem.
A brandj bu.

Creed 14

Dar ne trezeste.

Sa se tot duca rotile.
Precis dam de pauze.
E natural.

Asa observam.

E ceva.

E o diferenta la care nu ne asteptam.

Urma coridonul.

Asta era rubin, safir, adica alexandrit, ochiul pisicii.
Asta stralucea.
E definitoriu.
Chiar si pentru Napato.
Da, acum nu ne mai placea ea.
Nu venea.
Poate.
Crajah era problema.
Sol.
De ce ?
Mintea, maxim.
Sari Cra, Sari Jah, iar aveam si un Fiu.
Gata.
Uite unu nou.
Se vede ceva totusi.

Creed 15

Poate in asta noua aventura.
Poate ne amintim ceva de case.

Da, mai sunt.
Unele foarte decorate, caci de aceea spunem.
Ce spunem ?
Era poca de topaz, smarald, acvamarin.
Era o alta decoratie pentru ele.
Da, iar prevestim cumva...
Bra si Rah.
Pe zentro.
Bine toustan.
Ce ?

Nimic, dar trecem fara motiv.
O dam foarte urat de data asta...
...nu se putea declara a fi fiinte in definatatea cuvantului

cine ?

Brara.
Mai mancam, mai cantam, mai dam de o actiune...
Vine incet.
Roti se invart.
Totul e bine dar acum treceam la douazeci si patru.
Aualeu.

Trec si vad ca da, au inteles.
Vine si dimensiuni.
Cate ?

Am uitat de ele.

Numai conteaza.
Unsprezece intelege creierul uman.
Ah.
Aveau alta culoare ?
Cine ?
Aia mici …

aha, micul...

nu se poate.
Ne intoarcem.

nu.

Creed 16

Quartz.
Tic. Tac.

Tine intregirea inspre cinsprezece.
Nu stim ce si de ce.

Azi e o zi de pauza.
Sol vedea ca Tera construia.
Sateliti aparura cumva, se si lovisera cumva, dar ceva din ce se vedea in fostele cristale, acum deveneau si sunete care despatureau curatenia ce se facu.
Erau niste placi pe niste roci pure din diverse, chiar siliciu care ii ajutara pe toti sa le dea Trinitatilor si Uniunii ce meritau in a se construi in abatere.

Deci trecura de una dar se sparse de la quartz cristalul si noi trecem inainte.

Mai vedem.
Punct.

Creed 17

Nu se schimba nimica, ciudat.

Era o treaba nemaintalnita.
Milado se incerca din nou.
Godida nu respecta pe nimeni.
De aici i se trase.
Sol.
Clar.
Avea si el acum pe cineva sus, dar nu indraznea sa ii dea nume.

Ramanem la trinitate sau unitate.
Nu avem problema la nume si treburi ca asa se prezinta.
Asta ca sa ne mai aducem aminte.
Da

Feld Pat sau Opal.
E ceva.
Ne facem un ordinator.
Incet.
Creed 18

Apatitul, ca pare ca despre asta e...
Platina ajuta si se ajunge la otel.
E ceva pentru Zeudido de pe Ambato.
Deci da, Zeu si Dido faceau acum ca alta culoare.
Creed 19

Florina malahil coral facea din Vrjalah o eretica, o biasfemica .

Sol rezolva.

Pe Vergo

Iar pentru ea.

Iar Tera.

Vrj si Alah

Creed 20

Calcitul si chihlimabrul spun toate ca este ultimul.
Este.

Sau nu.
Gasim. Cautam.
Hallbarah.
Pe Stato, Sol , Alahamera.
Alah si amera.
Ce prostie...
de ce alta culoare ?

Nu se putea, dar noul lampadar putea de toate.
Cineva tot il inhata .

Alah si amera.
Erau din cauza ca vorbeau urat despre unica. Trinitatea . Totul. Nimicul.

Se poate.

Aflam de unsprezece.

Tic. Tac.

Creed 21

de aia.
Casele trebuiau aranjate pentru ca ghips.
Asa si niste doctori in devenire.
Ziud si Pala.
Din nou.
Final.
Punct.
Mai ca atat.

Da.

Unanis 22

Si era acum vreamea lui Sol sa fie altfel.
Cum ?

Uite acum el vine Jeebo.
Tera era Aret pentru totdeauna.
Jeebo era in jungla.
Era bine acolo.
Tot ziceam de case si de animale …

Era o padure.

Era jungla.
Era o oaza.
Era jungla.
Maimute si paianjeni si pasari si pesti.
Clar ca si apa.
Despre ce vorbim ?
Este o casa de lemn, Jeebo.
Si ce sa fac cu ea ?
Sa transformi lumea din jurul tau.
Am sa fac asta.
Am sa vanez toate animalele, sa vad daca imi spun ceva despre cineva din sat.
Ha !

Fa asta. O sa fi considerat tu : el.

Nimic nu se lua in considerare.
Asta se intampla.
Casa din padure deveni un loc de comert.
Macar era totul corect.

Unanis 23

Veni vreamea lui Zalmo.
Erau la mare.

Era desert.
Aveau si gheizere in apa si rau.
Iar oaza ?

Erau de neoprit.

Se ocupau in final de depozitarea unor lucruri pentru regiune.

Aveau scorpioni.
Aveau soparle.

Aveau serpi.

Aveau.
Aveau...
Ce aveau ?
Aveau pe unu

da.

cu case.

Le facea din ce palmieri puteau sa cada.

Daca nu...

corturi.
Mai urmeaza

Unanis 24

Persefo veni in savana.
Lei, gheparzi, hiene, elefanti, antilope, girafe, serpi, de toate .

Traiau multe animale acolo.
Pasari...

ooh, da.
Pai da …

urmeaza un zoo

sau un circ...

zoo mai bine.

Corturile inca erau la moda.

Se mai faceau si bordele.
Adica corturi puse peste gropi.
Ah. Si ajunsesera si la case din lut.
Case...

Case...
Case...

Unanis 25

Diaus in stepa facu circul.

Avea animale pierdute pe acolo.
In general nu traia mare lucru pe acolo.

Niste rozatoare.
Niste caini.

Niste cerbi.

Clar... Pantere.

E ciudat.

Punct.

Avea piatra pentru case.

Si da, si ei cunosteau corturi...

povestea paianjenilor continua.
Si ei traiau cam peste tot, dar inafara primului habitat... nu stateau prea mult la vedere, dar ii vedeai...

Gata.

Atata e povestea... dar mai urmeaza...

Unanis 26

Heget statea in campie.
Aret.
Pai ce e pe aici ?
Ce mai pot face ?

Caini.

Caprioare.
Iepuri.
Rozatoare.

oi.

erau multe feluri de campii de fapt.

Casele erau si din lemn.

E greu cu aprovizionarea.
Ne punem intrebari.
Ah.

Mai aveau pietre.
E clar.

Unanis 27

Si era intr'o zona unde numai capre, vulturi si niste altele stateau.
Il chema Galer.
A'ti ghicit.

Era in varful muntelui.
Acolo merg facute multe, dar rare.
Acolo stau putini, caci rareorivibratile universului faceau pamantul sa ataca.

De aici nu se putea naste decat artistul. Manufacturierul.
Opa.

Multe lucruri nu stim.

Unanis 28

Kidil statea o sa zicem aproape.

Usor ne putem uita spre mult si sa uitam locul de bastina al ursului, cainelui de haita, elefantilor, da, elefantilor...

era foarte intinsa zona asta.

Aici a inceput turismul.
Casele...
Daca de toate au aceste paduri, mai ca jungla, ca e o temperatura mai temperata... ce urmeaza ?

Unanis 29

Ilam totusi statea mult mai departe...
In plina zapada.

Era la pol.
La poli.

Era la frig.

Ursi

foci

pinguini

lei de mare

vulpi

caini de haita...

ei faceau case si din pietre, panze si blanuri, dar faceau din gheata direct.
Un fel de corturi, dar ar fi niste corturi mult mai evoluate.
Acestia au devenit pescari.

Unanis 30

Colio statea in fiord.
Acolo era altfel.

Lucrurile stateau mult mai diferit prin diversele asezari de apa.
Aveau tot felul de animale din nou, dar si acestea erau mai rare.

Trebuia sa fie o explozie spre univers langa apa.
Zarurile cad cum sar si zarurile...

numai spunem de case mult.
Acestea evoluasera si la cimenturi si la gresii si la inoxuri...
Am trecut prin asta deja.
Era unu.

Poate era unu si altundeva.

Unanis 31

Cinte statea in miracolul apelor ce iau teritorii inapoi.
Oglinda universal care isi inghite aluziile.
Micronezia ghetarilor si rocilor faceau animalele sa fie mai reduse.
Caini

pisici

cai.

Care pot sa mai inoate si singure altundeva.
Dar clar asta era mana in mana cu mlastinile.
Crocodili

dragoni

lenesi.
Erau totusi ceva animale.
Casele incepeau sa fie si pe piloni.
Asta invata mult cladirilor in cadre.
Totul era simplu.
Acestia se facura ghizi.

Unanis 32

deci suntem la habitate.
Zicem un nume.

York.
Era mic parca.

Din centru am zice ca nu se simte.

E ceva deosebit.
Un fel de catun...
Sat...
cu alt sat neaglomerat...
da...

Ogma
Devenira producatori.

Unanis 33

Archo.
Da.
Blesteme.
Damascul era mai mare.

Comuna.
Oras.

Animale deja erau de care aveau nevoie oamenii mai mult.
Numai stim cum sa explicam, dar parca erau mecanizati oamenii, poate civilizatia era...

Erau la maxim.
Unanis 34

intram din nou la treimi.
In Hokon.

Capitala

metropola
Eowulf, adica Eow, adica Wulf.

Iar treimi.
Pana aici.
Avem de toate.
Pana aici.
Nu avem nimic.
e unu.
atat.
unu e.
dar e multivers sigur.
care e cu mai multe masti.
e ceva.
atat.
creierul de fapt duce multe dimensiuni.
are nevoie de patru, cinci, sase.
lungime, latime, inaltime, timp, plus infinit, minus infinit...
punct.
Aparent ce e nou mananca ce e vechi si ce e vechi vine ca un monstru si inghite tot ce e nou.
A brandj ser.
Dreri bdula salim.
Ham amaga.
...arab...
...alah...
...cotlon bejestin...
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